I feel as if the fuse has been lit on a bomb that I am helpless to disarm

I sat on the stairs, waiting for you to come

I waited all night and then you walked through the door

Dark hair, bright eyes, cut lip and plugged in

Only Lydia knew both our thoughts.

The feverish tunes on a sick guitar,

Playing melodies of desires so strong.

Warm hands interlocking safety in my mind

Small commitment enlarges my smile.

I’m addicted to saying your full name

Boy you laugh and I can’t think

The waterfall of emotion hits hard in my chest

I can’t go back to my old dimensions.

Overcoming common logic, all sense aside

You’re mesmerizing aroma held under my nose,

I sunk my teeth into the idea of love.

Without you I’m average.

Stars erupt throughout the sky

That gentle soft grass cushioned our stay

Our words held hands in the night

And that’s when I knew you were my best friend.